Emotions ...... and one of them LOVE

I come from a generation when emotions were expressed and didn't have short forms like LOL , TTTH , GTG ,B4N . They were expressed , seen and felt .

We come across many emotions on a daily basis but not one is constant and remains for a long time . However i think over and over to understand what these emotions are ?

Are they just a change in the mood where the heart and the mind is also involved or just a rush of blood 

My reason to think so much about emotions is they are the same every time to have them ... The warmth in your breath , the rush of your blood , your heart beats all are the same . Only the situation changes , people around you change .

If you are angry at one of your co-worker in the office say Mr.X.  you scold him say ill things to him and then in the evening when it happens with Mr.Y. You have the same flow of emotions you again scold him say ill things to him ... So what has changed .. Did you change... Did your anger change .... What changed was the person on the other end . And the emotion remained constant .

Lets take 1 more example . You follow every traffic rule then 1 Guy in his twenties just overtakes you fro the wrong side you just missed a accident because you never expected a vehicle from the wrong side... You abuse him .. Go wild .. Your heart beats increase .. you want to come out of your car and slap that chap ... Correct . Then after a while on your last turn to your home similar incident .. But this time a girl in her twenties what do you do .. same sequence .. abuse (but you don't let her hear it WOMEN dignity )...Go wild ...Heart beat increases ... same you again want to slap this girl .... 

What changes in the the above example ... only the situation and the person involved .

SIMILAR is the case with LOVE.

It can take over you once , twice or even more ... The feeling is the same .. No difference at all .

You start liking a person and then you want to tell that to the person .. the anxiety... the fear .. the restlessness is the same whether you do it in your teens . twenties , thirties or forties . The fear of getting slapped in return is for real .

Please try doing it after every decade in your life .. you will have the same feeling .

So people who say Love happens only once in ones life is not true .

You can be in love when you are in collage ... continue the relationship for some years .. the because of some undesirable circumstances you separate ... you grieve for the person feel like ending your life ... kill your self ...but by and by as time passes the pain eases off . After a few years you are back on track.. then at a right age and moment you may find some other person ... get involved  ... fall in love and the same feeling again  . Trust me love will happen to you again . This time you may also get married and live a very happy life with love in it for ever and ever . How ever you will have extra qualification of being UNSUCCESSFUL IN LOVE ONCE .But that's a qualification .

Of all the emotions you have LOVE is like a Orgasm It happens at the Peak and then every thing is good you are more relaxed than ever . But as it is true with orgasm it cant be a continuous process once that happens you go weak and need time to get back . You have to come back to senses start living a normal life again . And just for the purpose of argument who had the orgasm ... You ... who felt it .. You... who enjoyed it... you . So thinking logically the other person involved has very less to do in this process .. It is inside you and you have to bring it out .. make conditions favorable for it ... and  then enjoy it . The outer world has nothing to do with your ORGASM or LOVE . Every feeling every joy is inside you ... you are the one and only one person responsible to bring it out and enjoy it .

Love is inside you .. though you cannot control it but it is still your own part ... It will never wait for the people you lost in life . it just needs a perfect  favorable situation to come out and then it is all over you  once again .....

Have a good Life

Childhood Crush: Thinking of you.....

I know deep inside your hearts every one remembers their first childhood crush.
Relive those moments again .... 
Moments to cherish... 

If you have ever fallen in love.
You will always remember that person .
The first look...
That first laugh...
That smile..
That warmth..
That touch..
Mesmerizing.........

Blessed are those who had love in their lives
No matter if it was short lived

It will stay with you till you close your eyes never to open again...

For those who could not marry their love will also have the taste of the pain deep inside which will never go..
And that is god's gift.....

But love however never ages..
Remains young for centuries
Every-time you think of it its like you loose decades of your age

The tenderness...
The feeling....
The tingling in your stomach ...
Never can you forget

In-case you face your crush after years you will feel  that uneasiness..
That heavy breathing..
That sweat...
Not knowing what to do ...
It happens just happens
For Love...
Even after years 
You feel you belong to each other
No secrets between you ..
Still that bond is intact...
No power on earth can fade that bond
Close your eyes and see
That is the face you see...
That same smile ...
And the same warmth..
How can you be apart when the heart  beats together .

No words you need to say 
Just feel
And the eyes talk..
Then you smile

As if words were said..
You don't want to reveal .. But who can control love...
It comes flowing in your eyes..
And by the time you part ... there is on taught again.....

Why do i fear to loose you when you are not mine??

Bye my love..

See you again...

In this life or another 

But we should certainly meet.........